Anarchy Rodeo

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Alone

No one cares
No one calls
No one gives a fuck at all
If I die
If I fall
Will they notice?

Friends appalled
By the notion
That I have a fucking pulse
That I live and breathe like them
That I might also want to talk

Everyone's the same
They all treat me the same way
They all act just like they care
But they don't

Even when I tell them
What bothers me inside
What keeps me up at night
They do it anyway

Apologies not accepted
I don't need your fucking lies
Please leave me here to die
In loneliness

No connection
Nothing left
I hate everybody else
How I want this shit to end
But it won't

So leave me here alone
Don't talk to me again
You are all the fucking same
I don't want you

But I need you, I'm afraid
Because I still am just a man
And I require relations
To keep me going

How I wish
That one day
All this suffering will end
That I will find a way to stop
This reliance on a friend

On that day
I will rejoice
Because I will finally be free
'Cause I could finally be
Alone